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animal testing sucks ass!!

To measure severe burns on live tissue, a pet is burned alive with a flame-thrower until the charred flesh can be removed in large pieces from while the animal is still alive.

An experiment to study head trauma requires a pet?s head to be strapped down and receive high impact blows to the head resulting in severe brain damage.

To demonstrate there is no difference in eye protein levels of the site deprived, pet?s eyelids are sewn shut then later compared to normal protein levels.

To study recovery from injury, a pet is strapped down, and the pet?s knees are cut to leave large flaps.


woman was killed in an auto accident on a weekend. She was very
well liked, the school systems closed for her funeral, it was on the
news and so forth. On the day the workers came back to work, they found the following poem in their e-mail which the newly deceased woman sent to
them the Friday before she passed away.

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,

Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

Im Sorry...

I'm Sorry...

For all the mean things I might have said.
I'm Sorry...
For all the things I did or didn't do.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever ignored you.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.
I'm Sorry...
If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.
I LuvYou...
Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you.
I am Sorry...
For everything wrong I've ever done,
please for give me.
**Please send this to everyone you know or care about**


The world has long since gone to hell. Humanity is discusting. Nobody gives a damn about anything except themselves. Its useless... and so are we. Why bother to sit around and watch this anymore.. itd be better to bleed dry. Dig deeper...

"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."

 theres things i never told you, things i never said, can you see the lies behind my eyes, while your lying there in bed, can you hear me crying, feel me sighing, know the feelings i had for you arn't dead...."Tara"